Yesterday was the start of the 6th week of recovery. *whoop whoop* I decided to go into work driving Gavin’s automatic to celebrate and show em whatigot. The what-a-lot-i-got didn’t get a lot.
I took the kids to school with huge cheers and woots at my ability to drive again. I showedem that my chair is indeed need for replacement and that sitting for longer than 30 mins is eina. I showedem that I can stand at my desk doing emails and I also showedem how to leave the office before 12 to go home and recover. I think my body went into tilt and the ‘gameover’ screen came up.
My mother’s house is halfway between the office and home and I felt so suddenly weary that I pulled into her driveway announcing “Mom please make me tea I need to lie down.” I love mothers – unconditional love is a beautiful thing. My mom has been especially wonderful since the accident and I’m so grateful that she has been around.
I’ve been told by a many that I need to wait a full 6 weeks before resuming play. I desperately wanted to beat that deadline, but the rules of anatomy seem to winning this contest. Today was definitely doing the waltz again. One step forward in the morning and two back in the afternoon.
I need to work towards a full recovery and push otherwise I don’t know where the limits are……..I found them yesterday! Tomorrow’s limits will be different.
I repeat – this cycling accident was a gift, and the lessons can be applied to life in general. If you do not have something to work towards then you get locked into doing the same thing every day without a sense of purpose. Below is taken from motivator Johan Cambell’s newsletter (http://www.motivate.co.za)
“Then when something happens that stops you from doing what you always do you get stuck not knowing what to do. Trying to open the door that has just closed all too often gets a loud complaint about how unfair life is. So much energy is given to what you have “lost” that you fail to see the open doors all around you. Because you have got used to doing what you do, you feel that if you can’t do it anymore then there is nothing else that you can do.
Develop a sense of purpose for your life, realise that what you now do is a way of achieving your purpose, merely a way not the only way. Become flexible in your approach to life. Ask “what else can I do?” rather than “why me?” then when one door closes go and knock on the next one, secure in the belief that “When one door closes another always opens”.
This is exactly what has happened to me. In 5 short weeks the business has had to cope without me and while that door has closed another has opened. I have a purpose and that has given me a new direction in all aspects of my existance. Isn’t life just fabulous!